Now the pessimism in me *yawns*

Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it

at the time

(Chocolate by Snow Patrol)

[image from weheartit]

Lovegame: What's in love is now in debt

And games that never amount

To more than they're meant

Will play themselves out.

(Falling Slowly by The Frames)

[image from deviantart]

Secret crosses are a curse

It's a beautiful lie

It's the perfect denial

Such a beautiful lie to believe in...

(A Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds To Mars)

[image is from deviantart]

Falling in love should be like polaroids- *instant*

And love

Such a silly game we play

Like a summer's day in May.

(Love by Matt White)

Summer Love: Revisited

It was real, wasn't it?

You and me.

Such a long time ago we were just a couple of kids.

We really loved each other, didn't we?

(The Notebook)

...

So what? I'm still a rockstar and I don't need YOU! x)

...and that's what you call closure, Rachel.

:P

Fire-dancer

You try.

You try so hard to keep our flame alive.

But we falter.

We falter each time our flame flickers in my frosty whispers.

And you say those blazing words.

Sweltering with passion.

Save it.

For we burnt out the very moment my steely gaze doused your scorching fires.

Yet you persist.

Plummeting deeper into the murky chasm of my heart.

Until you see hope.

Sparks glowing- not within me.

And now it is no less than an inferno.

I'll fondly remember that autumn day.

The copper leaves incandescent.

The pumpkin patch aflame.

Places live.

They breathe memories.

While all I do is survive on the embers you left behind...

The story left untold is better than you know

And my worst pains are words I cannot say.

(Gifts and Curses by Yellowcard)

When people you know, become people you KNEW

293847506951285934971 x 0 = 0

No matter how ridiculously long any given number is, multiply it by zero and all you get is that same goddamn zero.

Last summer, was full of that feeling.

I was giving it my all and then there was this zero-person, taking me down with him.

Thankfully, it's over.

...

And you're clearly not one of them.

{I guess I never knew you at all}

The Art of Deception

"What's your vice?

You know that mine's the illusion"

(All The Right Moves by OneRepublic)

...

dis·il·lu·sion (dĭs'ĭ-lōō'zhən)

To free or deprive of illusion.

n. 1.The act of disenchanting.

2.The condition or fact of being disenchanted.

You know that feeling of complete contentment and happiness? It was not so long ago that I actually felt it. And now, that things have changed so much for me, I feel let down. Which again, could be because of my ridiculously high expectations from not only everyone else but myself too :P but in this case it was a different kind of disappointment.

And now I've been * disillusioned *. A beautiful-sounding word isn't it? With a

not-so-beautiful and rather saddening meaning...

"I never knew

I never knew that everything was falling through

That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue

To turn and run when all I needed was the truth

But that's how it's got to be

It's coming down to nothing more than apathy"

(Over My Head by The Fray)

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